Weight watchers

I cannot get back in the swing of things with my weight. I was doing so well, and then chicago and then a bunch of other excuses. It is all or nothing for me. I sit here at work, eating skittles that a student got for me. I need to leave for weight watchers in 5 minutes and i don't want to. I know i am up. . . a lot for the week and i was up a pound last week. I didn't bring my "light" shoes, instead i am wearing boots with a 4 inch heel. I could go and weigh a lot and then go next week having lost a lot. OR i could stay in denial. Huh? Writing this has made up my mind. Bye.